The Churn of a Mother

I felt the anxiety with each dr visit My stomach churned in the anticipation to hear your little heart beat The hours before you were born were full of nerve wrecking  anticipation I was ready to meet you, my baby girl The churn in my pit will never fade when it comes to your safety …

Explore Friendships

I used to be very off limits especially to Polish people. I am Polish myself, I was borned and raised there. I still am careful and I don't want to be around this one kind of people from my country. It's the kind of people that will make you feel small. It's the kind of …

Baby pictures…

What I really think about baby pictures..? You know the ones on Pinterest, done by what's called a professional photographer where the baby is never in his or her natural position. Like these: I must say ALL BABIES look amazing. They are cute, they melt your heart and their little bodies don't have to be …

Easter Post Follow up

As I was prepping some food this morning I remembered one more tradition which I only forgot about it because we haven't done it in a while since we are all grown up. This year Emilka is a bit too little but next year we are so doing it! It's PISANKI. Or Decorating the eggs! …

How we do Easter at home

I have a total love/hate relationship with Easter. Taking the entire religion aspect of it out of this post because religion is not the best thing to be discussed. I love it because it’s a gift free holiday, I also love it because it’s in the spring and most of the time the greenery is …

Warto Dyskutować

Napisze ten post po Polsku ponieważ jednak ten weekend spędziłam w towarzystwie polskim i myśli mam głównie polskie 🙂 W niedziele powiedziano mi że mam kiepskie zasady i jednak nie zbyt dobrze jestem wychowana i słabe maniery u mnie są. Byliśmy na obozie sportowym naszej drużyny biegającej w NY. Zjechaliśmy sie wszyscy do ośrodka w …

Where is the logic???

This one will be on the complaining side and honestly this is just my thoughts as always. Also please do not get offended I totally understand that ALL kids are different and each mother does as she pleases with her kids. That’s obvious, no one should tell you how to raise your kids Well with …

My Big Mouth

I have always this problem of not filtering what comes out of my mouth or what I write down in a text or an email. There are only very few individuals that I love enough to think twice before saying something but that’s not always true either Piss me off and I will kill you …

The first weeks of postpartum

I must say that I didn't expect the first weeks to be that hard. I knew it won't be so easy but also didn't realize that after giving birth my body and my mind will go through so much. First, I was extremely paranoid all the time. I couldn't sleep when Emilia was sleeping because …

Corporate World is not for me

Why corporate life is not for me? Simply because I cannot be molded into a fake little ray of sunshine that loves everything and everyone. Plus I was raised in a way that you go to work to do your work, your duty, not make life long friends. Yes, your boss should like you, but …